less and less perfect as time goes on

i feel very sad right now.


not for you.



i fight sadness a lot. i wish people would not be so mean and hateful on my blog. it is depressing. isn't the world hard enough without people discouraging and trying to make me feel like crap? it takes a lot of energy to try and not be bothered by it. i just want to blog my little blog. i don't want to hurt anyone.