something is not lost in translation

yesterday, i tried to watch Margot at the Wedding... but something was wrong with the DVD, i think... cuz it kept going red to black and then back to normal throughout the whole movie. but, that movie was like um... uncomfortable.
especially when she is in the book interview thingy.
yikes.
i think that movie was about me, too.
just like the other one. Fur.
i'm one of those types of people, i think.
like... i don't know...
but you know, you see, that interesting movies and books are often about kinda messed up people? besides, who ISN'T kinda messed up? duh.