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it seems as though i am not at all an adequate blogger.
i've concluded that there is no way i can run with the big dogs when it comes to all of this blogging my life crap.
i have become secretive, world-weary, and uninspired.
well, sort of.

i have often thought the more interesting or enjoyable my life gets, the less i care about blogging about it. also, the less time i seem to have to blog about it.


i've said it before and i'll probably say it again because i am repetetive as many humans seem to be. many of our brains just keep running around in the same circles again and again. i just don't see where people have the time to do all the stuff they do. where does time go? i don't know.


i also hate it when i wake up in the middle of the night, completely unable to sleep.


feels like i haven't taken or uploaded any pics of myself for eons.

i think i am just dazzled by the possibilities in life.