i want you to look like you're having a good time

i can't tell you what's really going on.
nothing really.
i am trying to find a new job cuz i hate my old one.
making resumes and cover letters and filling out applications and reading deepak chopras secrets to success to keep me motivated and positive.
it's easy for me to get negative. i do it a lot.
but positive and happy and serene is the real key to the future.


this doll reminds me of what i looked like when i was little.


i don't even know what that is. just thought it was cool.