Tyra's Main Message?

hi. if i happen to start watching ANTM, i get hooked and can't stop. since it seems to be on 24/7, it can become a problem. anyway, the past couple of weeks, i watched it quite a bit and came to these AMAZINGLY PROFOUND conclusions:

modeling isn't just about 'being pretty'
really only certain people can be 'cut out for it' but i think it must be a big myth for the general public to think that it is something that just 'comes naturally'...
that whole 'you could be a model' cliche is just frivolous. right?
or usually, just off-base from an insider P.O.V.

i watched an episode of "MADE" where this 'goth girl' wanted to be Miss Arizona. that episode made me cry!

everyone is in some sort of pain

do people have a high level of interpersonal conflict on a global scale or just national or what? it's everywhere, isn't it?
ubiquitous is the word that comes to mind. i guess i over-use that word.



i have often thought that i misuse my voice when i use it to hurt or cause pain... but i chose at a crucial time to try singing instead of yelling. i think it worked. i will try to do it again in the future. just BURST into SONG when i want to be mad at someone.

on The Hills, they twirl and flip and touch their hair a lot. are they self-conscious or is it just habitual/learned behavior? are there different meanings to different strokes of the hair?

deep stuff, i know.



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