so much drama!

living in a house with three other girls is okay and all?
BUT there is another girl involved who has been kicked out for 30 days.
it's 20 days til she is supposedly allowed back, but she is still creating drama
and i am supposed to be sharing a room with her when she gets back.
she is a tweek.
she tells lies.
she complains a lot.
etcetera.

really. there is so much gossip and idk...



last night we went to 'celebrating recovery' which is a church thing. i went to the 'co-dependents' group. i talked a little bit about wanting to control how i am perceived by others, which is a problem for co-dependents. (newsflash: we don't have control over how other people perceive us, and if we think we do, we are lying to ourselves and others)



i've been meeting a lot of new people lately and all of them are way surprised when they find out how old i am and they always think that i am 20 or 25 at the most.
i've been told that i look natural and that i have beauty and they love my hair.
also they don't think i look like i would have any problems, at least not the kind of problems they have.



yeah, well, looks can be deceiving, can't they?



anyway... i have to go buy tampons now. i earned $16 this week! WOOT.
we have two birds at the house. a parakeet and a cockatiel.

oh. i can only take pics now with my phone, but i have been having trouble with setting up the online photo-storage, so the pics are trapped on my phone. i can't send texts or pics on my phone so i have to wait until verizon gets up off their collective ass and fixes this problem. then you can see my recent pics. i'm sure you're dying of anticipation.