too much time online is not a good thing for me

i am glad when i can't use the internet, even tho i want to, it is better when i am limited in my usage! there is too much insanity online.

my sister (not Kathryn... the high school one... actually she graduated) gave me her mp3 player and it has almost 500 songs and holds twice that and i can't wait to upload some of my own music but i am having fun listening to hers.
songs i've enjoyed so far: Ludacris and Shawna What's Your Fantasy! (HAhaha) and Shaggy It Wasn't Me. hee hee.

no REAL friends

oh, so do i have unreal friends?
and today i am doing my best to be ATTACHED to REALITY.
k?
REALITY.
got that?

ever heard of Bucky?

i had never really known who Buckminster Fuller was until i found one of his books in the discarded book bin at the local library.


very interesting!

you just never know what you might find in someone else's discard pile.


tomorrow is another day of travel.
i am finding that i am missing my job. as in, i would rather be there than having lots of free time. i mean, it's been interesting, but... i dunno.
i feel like i'm being unproductive and wasting time right now.
and time is money, eh.
i've got to stop typing 'eh' all the time.

it's funny, when i was in sixth grade, these two boys in my class were obsessed with that movie Strange Brew and they always used to talk like the Mackenzie brothers. calling everyone 'hoser' and saying 'eh' all the time.
it's, like, indelibly etched in my memory.
i really never even watched that movie.
i mean, i saw it kind of but didn't really pay attention.
i do that with a lot of movies.

blogging backwards

just kidding

btw, that is about as long as my vids can be even if there are no pics on my camera.
need a new mem card, stat.
and rechargeable batteries.
but, i neglected to mention, i believe, that this is the new camera i got as an early birthday gift (from mi madre). my birthday this year is 6/7/8. i hope that means my 35th year will be exponentially and progressively awesome?
that'd be nice, wouldn't it.

i like plain baked potatoes.
and hard boiled eggs.
so simple, yet so satisfying.

mixed

my son graduated from eighth grade last night.
that was very nice.
my new camera only has the stock memory card and i ran out of memory right when i was filming that!

here he is.


he's 14.
an awkward stage, sort of.
it was for me, anyway.
actually, my whole life seems to have been an awkward stage.


see?

this dress is pretty, but it's polyester, so it would just be sweaty to wear.
nice farmer tan.


this is the monumental arse dress from the front.
my hair is a MESS. jeesh.
and my facial expression is like, "i feel very stupid in this dress"

i went to the mall

i tried on this hat. as you can see, everyone is wearing them.

here is a very amazing video of how much i weigh now.




and this is me as a spartan?


that dress is mental. hi, i want something that makes my arse look monumental!

ad infinitum

i try to make sure that i am taking enough nourishment, but today, i am starving and it seems like i get into that state more often than i should. my mom and i drove for five or so hours and i didn't want to spend any money, i mean i have eaten today, but my head is buzzing right now cuz i am starving so i am gonna eat then upload some pics then post more and then take more pics and then maybe eat again...